[	mood	|	nostalgic	]
[	music	|	Million Miles Away (Offspring)	]

I must have a screw loose or something. For some reason when I look at some of the worst, most depressing things that have happened in my life, I laugh. And sometimes I look back at the best of days and feel depressed. I guess it kinda makes sense, but it feels odd. It is really interesting to look back and see what was important to me in the past. Some of them are just ridiculous. I remember when I tackled and punched Keaton, my best friend (of four years at the time) in fifth grade over a four-square game. It was important... I guess. I've done some wierd things, like when I cried the first time I got a detention in sixth grade (yeah, sixth grade) in Mrs. Tomle's class. Fucking bitch, I hope she is dead and buried, the old hack. She couldnt even get my godamn name right the entire year. She called me Cory or Colin, depending on how many brain cells were working that day. Anyways, I have had wierd stages. I remember there was a time when I would only wear And 1 brand clothes. That is not a joke. It was a sad, sad time.

My point for bringing this up? Look at what is important in your life right now. Most people have some central issue they are dealing with. Is that gonna be important months or years from now? I spent my freshman year mourning over a girl whom I don't even talk to now, or even care about.

Be objective, and dont get caught up in the drama of it all.

I personally need to learn to take my own advice